The only question i seem to ask myself repeatedly without fail is ” Whatever wrong did i ever do to deserve this?”  I don’t know who or what to blame. I know that it is said that no one can be blamed for one’s mistake. But this isn’t mistake.  I hate this, I hate my life. Have you ever felt like you have no say or choice whatsoever in your own life? Well I seem to feel like that all the time. And the only answer i seem to get without fail is “Dad”. People might mistake that something evil has pocessed me. But its my parents, mainly my dad who pocess me. What can i say? Ever since i remember, my dad is the one who has been pocessing me. Which if you add up equals 9yrs. 9yrs of tight security and now i am 14yrs old. If you calculate, eversince i join kindergarden(nt sure of spelling) continuing till now, sec 2.  

God! Its like hell in here. Stuck in a cage waiting waiting for the right time to fly for freedom shining ahead of me.

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